10 Things I wish I could say to people:

a) Stop angsting.
b) Sometimes, I wonder if I’m just a bystander in your life.
c) Hi, girlfriend, how’ve you been.
d) I love you dearly. Come back and visit me. ;;;
e) Do you think it’s that easy to get over a person?
f) I don’t know if you even consider me a friend anymore.
g) I’ll take you down if I have to.
h) Mock me; I’ll be the one laughing in the end.
i) In another life, we could’ve been something.
j) Let’s go to college together.

9 Things about myself:

a) I love rollercoasters.
b) I cannot stand to eat any Asian food without chopsticks.
c) I’m a world-class procrastinator.
d) I’m naive and stupid.
e) I like playing with polaroids.
f) I never wanted to be cool; I just wanted to experience life as a normal child.
g) I adore watching The Nanny.
h) I try too hard to be liked.
i) I like falling into a book.

8 Ways to win my heart:

a) Be funny. But with a little class, if you can.
b) Wear glasses.
c) Listen to me when I’m having a nervous breakdown about my imminent rejection from college.
d) Be familiar with my hobbies.
e) Buy me more polaroid film.
f) Be smart about things. I don’t need intellectual smart, just wisdom about life.
g) Be ready with a box of tissues when allergy season comes along.
h) Buy me a scarf.

7 Things that cross my mind a lot:

a) How the fuck am I getting into college.
b) Financial aid for future.
c) How am I going to support myself in college if my mother dies?
d) Porn.
e) How hungry I am at the moment.
f) Grades.
g) Am I going to be happy in the future.

6 Things I do before I fall asleep:

a) Shower.
b) Brush my teeth.
c) Torture my cat.
d) Watch reruns of The Nanny.
e) Think about how I will actually do work tomorrow.
f) Think about porn.

5 Places I want to visit:

a) Guangzhou.
b) London
c) Kyoto
d) Wales
e) Seoul

4 Things I’m wearing right now:

a) T-shirt
b) Shorts
c) Bra
d) Underwear

3 Musical artists I listen to often:

a) Super Junior
b) Dong Bang Shin Ki
c) Whatever else my last.fm says I listen to most.

2 Things I want to do before I die:

a) Donate my organs.
b) Transfer my life savings to charities.

1 Confession:

a) I still hold out hope that I could be good for you one day. Not you. I’ve gotten over you.